December 30, 2013
WELLLLLL this week! woooo hooooo!
Christmas is over! I loved the season but also hated it! We had so many
activities and reasons to not do missionary work it drove me NUTS! Honestly I
thought it would be this fun great holiday season with a little break...and
that is exactly what I didn't want!
It was so great to talk to everyone
over Skype! I was so happy! Chirstmas was different this year! I liked it but not enough to say
that I will ever spend another one away! It was cool though. We had a wonderful
lesson with the Percinos who we spent Christmas with. They are from Mexico and have not been back to church in 14 years until
I came to this area! Ive seen miracles with them! We taught about the Saviors
birth.. of course :) We read in Luke. We all took turns and then sang silent
night. I have never really felt the spirit as strong as a I did when we left
the house.
Its interesting being out 8
months. You are kind of over the whole standing out from the crowd and
looking foolish cause you are dressed WAY modest and people can just tell you
are different. I worried so long in the beginning of my mission about being
myself, about being not like all the other missionaries. At times I feel like I
put aside my calling and tried to do things my way. I have loved being
companions with Sister Daniels. She is honestly my closest companion out here.
Its been hard because we are both kind of followers. We don't want to be
the party pooper and tell the other one when it is wrong or shouldn't do that.
Its not like we were being disobedient but we surely have let things slide like
being to casual in lessons, or getting home 10 minutes late. SOOO finally we
decided that we wanted to be better, that we needed to be exactly
obedient. So we read this purification talk. I'm sure Lexi has read it
actually yeah she sent it to me hahah But we decided to do it.
We gave up 12 things that "poke at our spirit" Things that
don't really invite the spirit. For example, a few of mine are
"chewing gum in public" not allowed, seems harmless but its been hard
for me! Another is "Language of the World" like no saying bro or
dude.. that's a hard one because the word dude just finds its way in my
conversation with my companion all the time! And the one I am truly
focusing on is "Not speaking negatively about anyone." Those are
just a few but those are things that I know if I can over come that the Lord
will bless me for. So we fasted for 24 hours because we need the
extra strength from the Lord. We are not going to do any of the
things that are on the list for 40 days.. until the 5th of February. 2nd
day into it and let me tell you I don't think I have ever desired gum so much
in my life or saying the word dude or all the things that I have decided to
leave behind... ITS BE HARD! SATAN DOESN'T WANT ME TO BE BETTER! And I hate it!
I have started to come to realize that this mission only comes once in your life. Considering I hit my half way mark in a month and Lexi is coming home in 6
months it has shown me how fast this mission really flies. I kept saying I want
a new comp that I can train so I can set the standard of obedience and do what
is right without being scared to say something. But I was so kindly reminded by
Him that I need to set the standard of obedience because I know what is right.
When I get home it will only get harder. Things will come up that will be
harder to face at home then out here and I need to learn now that standing up
for what is right is exactly what I need to do regardless what others
say. The Lord will bless you more when
you show your love for him through exact obedience.
I was wondering do you guys have
a preach my gospel at home? I'm sure you do since you are such the little
missionaries! Go to page 129 and it is an evaluation of your Christlike
Attributes. Instead of doing the self evaluate there are scriptures right next
to all of the little lines. Go through and read them! Observe and look at how
the prophets, the people and the Savior Jesus Christ have shown us the way to
incorporate more of our Saviors qualities!
I know that this is the true
church. I know that Jesus is The Christ. The only one that could do the Fathers
Will. I have been changed by Him. I love my mission. I love my Heavenly Father
for so kindly pressing the thought on my mind to serve a mission! I honestly
cant tell you why I came out here on a mission.. What got me out here I have no
idea. But I can tell you that I am staying on my mission because I know that we
have a loving Heavenly Father who sent His son Jesus Christ to redeem our
immortal beings to be able to return to live with Him again someday, and
everyone needs to know this. May God bless you in your endeavors this
week! Always praying for you and thinking about you!
love. Hermana Jorgensen xoxx
A member is wearing the shirt I got for Christmas! I gave them all to her!
beautiful sunset!
opening my pajamas
soccer on Christmas with the Percinos
Malpartidos! great family!